Life has been kind of weird lately. Troy has been working until 11 or so every night, so it's just me and the kids, mostly. He is around in the mornings until around 9, but that's all the time we get with him. I'm not really liking it, but it doesn't seem like there's any end in sight.
I'm also feeling like a huge homebody. I don't really want to go anywhere, or do anything. Even the things I normally love to do. Like Bible study tomorrow morning, and small group tomorrow night. I'm not really looking forward to either. I'd rather stay home and be lazy, I guess. I'm not sure why I get in these moods, but there you have it.
Maybe I'm also feeling a bit isolated. I don't have Troy around to talk to much, I don't talk much to anyone else, especially people I used to talk to all the time. I have good friends I used to e-mail with constantly that I hear from maybe once a month. I have a couple of friends that I talk with here and there, but sometimes I feel like I'm on my own little island. And I'm not sure if I like it or not. I guess my mood has just been weird the past few days. I'm not feeling sad or depressed or anything, just a little bit ho hum. One foot in front of the other, plodding along. It almost seems like I'm waiting for something, but I sure don't know what. It's just weird.