Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Ho Hum Pigs Bum

Life has been kind of weird lately. Troy has been working until 11 or so every night, so it's just me and the kids, mostly. He is around in the mornings until around 9, but that's all the time we get with him. I'm not really liking it, but it doesn't seem like there's any end in sight.

I'm also feeling like a huge homebody. I don't really want to go anywhere, or do anything. Even the things I normally love to do. Like Bible study tomorrow morning, and small group tomorrow night. I'm not really looking forward to either. I'd rather stay home and be lazy, I guess. I'm not sure why I get in these moods, but there you have it.

Maybe I'm also feeling a bit isolated. I don't have Troy around to talk to much, I don't talk much to anyone else, especially people I used to talk to all the time. I have good friends I used to e-mail with constantly that I hear from maybe once a month. I have a couple of friends that I talk with here and there, but sometimes I feel like I'm on my own little island. And I'm not sure if I like it or not. I guess my mood has just been weird the past few days. I'm not feeling sad or depressed or anything, just a little bit ho hum. One foot in front of the other, plodding along. It almost seems like I'm waiting for something, but I sure don't know what. It's just weird.


  1. You could always reply to my email... ;) Sorry Troy has been working so late. That's a bummer.

  2. You can e-mail me or call me too. And you could come down and you me and your mom could all go to lunch. Allston would love to play wih Ethan we should take them to mcdonalds. I understand though I'm always like that I never want to go anywhere or do anything but staying home gets old too. Call anytime you have a family who loves you very much and that is what we are all here for is to get eachother through the hard times:) Be Happy, love yu

  3. I know how you feel. I've felt a lot like that lately too. Although things have been kinda crazy so I haven't really had a choice to get out of the house. But I haven't been in the mood to do much. Now that things are hopefully settling down for me we need to plan a time to get together again. Oh and Hannah's surgery was for her ears. She had tubes put in and they took her adnoids out.

  4. I am glad to know I am not the only one who is feeling this way. I wanted to post something about it, but didn't want my friends to get too worried that I am depressed. I am not really depressed, I just feel blah...ya know?